I keep sitting on these tables with water dripping from air conditioning, this dumb luck of sticking to randomly chosen places that were already taken.

You giving me a silence treatment       I still asking you out, this time because I really don't have anything to lose, because in spite of all I do want for us to be friends, your closeness is not, I don't think, something I would stand to lose. I don't mind us not fucking again, once was more than enough for you to show how lovely you are in every aspect of your life, plus one unreturned phonecall, text, facebook tag was more than enough for me to get the message you don't want me to fall in love

(too late)

and still I think you did fall a little for me too but something kept you away.