the years change, but not me.

i crave for the day in which i will feel no longer haunted by my previous experiences.
i crave for the day when i will be happy to make a change in my positions.
i crave for the day to which i will be thankful to be in the present.
so in that day, i will not symptomathize that as the beginning of happiness, but happiness itself.
i crave for the day i will realize that i am powerful enough to choose the path in which i stand and that i am the master of my decisions.
i crave for the day my objects of desire will be no longer material nor represent pain to others.
i crave for the day my expectations will not lead to a certain way of disappointment and sadness.
i crave for the day i will not be seeking doubt, confusion or desillusion anymore.
i crave for the day i will be satisfied with the life i chose, not thinking that it was imposed to me.
i crave for the day i will not fantasize with nives.